Dulu kau pernah berkata,
Cinta kita tidak akan putus di tengah.

Dulu kau pernah berkata,
Hanya diriku yang bertakhta di sanubari mu.

Dulu kau pernah berkata,
Dirimu akan setia,
dirimu tidak akan berubah.

Dulu kau pernah berkata,
Walau onak berduri,
arus cabaran begitu kejam,
kita akan tetap tempuhi,
tanpa melepaskan diri ini.

Dulu kau pernah berkata,
Cinta ini akan sampai atas mahligai
yang bahagia.

Dulu kau pernah berkata...
PERNAH berkata...
PERNAH...

Kini aku sendiri,
hilang tanpa arah tuju
hilang tanpa dirimu.

Kini aku sendiri,
melalui liku-liku kehidupan
serta ketidakadilan dunia ini, diri ini.

Kini aku sendiri,
menagih cintamu yang masih belum pasti,
untuk insan ini memiliki.

Kini aku sendiri,
diteggelami memori-memori indah bersamamu
ditelan kesedihan
dihimpit kepasrahan
dibuai keperitan
dicengkam kecemburuan
dihantui kerinduan.

Kini aku sendiri,
tanpa dirimu di sisi,
dan tanpa kebahagiaan.
yang kian dirampas dan dihancurkan.

Kini aku sendiri...
AKU sendiri...
aku BERSENDIRIAN...

im CRUSHED! D:
like supersupersuper crushedddd.

got our verification slip just now for O's.
28 October, which happens to be my super sweet sixteeeeeeen.
SUPER SWEEEEET SIXTEEEEEEEEN!
is the O levels Maths Paper twoooo! D:
awwwwe~
tak leh celebrateeeeee!
maybe after ecause i dont remember a paper after that.
haha!
on a lighter note.
MAYBE LADY LUCK WILL BE BY MY SIDEE! (:
andddd theeeeeeeen!
i will pass my math.
*prays veryveryveryveryvery harddddd.

actually,
im not supposed to blog y'know.
seriously.
my body doesnt feel TOO good D:
so i should just lay down on my bed and do homeworks!
OH!
talking about homeworks,
i have cleared all the maths homework i owed Mrs Neo (:
and im very proud of that.
veryveryveryvery proud. (:
and i realise, listening to her lessons isnt that badd after all.
only that she gets distracted easily by the students who make noise.
haha.

nowadays,
i just feel like laying down on my beddd.
and just cryyy myself to sleep.
or just lay down and ignore whatever is happening around me.
maybe i need to find peace,huh?
life's been a little demanding nowadays.
but at least each week i have like a day whereby i have no remedials and CCAs.
like this week, its odd week.
and thursday, is th only day of th week i have NO activities after school.
and on even week, it will be monday.
and the rest.
remedials,remedial,practicals,CCAs and stuffs like that.
but it seriously isnt a waste of time. (:
i'll make sure it is all worthwhile
all the time spent and all.
y'know.
like ummmmm.
doing superduper freaking well for O Levels. :D
a day where im gonna beam at myself.
being proud and satisfied.
and at the same time, see a bright future ahead of me.
i cant really describe th feeling now,actually. =X
lets just wait and see.

my life like few days ago.
its a DOWNER.
like im so tired, lethargic.
and i simply have no mood to do stuffs.
plus the mood swings that will simply take control of me.
and i hate that.
because Sofiaaaa have to put up with it.
either way, we still laughed at each other at th end of th day. :D

andd all other lovelies who actually somehow, one way or another just simply make me smile
or maybe.
or maybe.
just talk to me. :D
haha.

i miss him badddly. D:
and now i just wish for a minute, an hour, a day spend with him.
or an hour or two just talking to him on th phone and suchh.
im not really hoping that baddly, this will happen.
but it isnt wrong to hope and wish it will come true.
afterall,
i DO believe in miracles and BIG dreams come true.